May 23, 2024

Versions of you

When I look at you
I do not see you now;

I see you for the first time 
In class
Wearing a singlet
Your wire-framed glasses
Your steady hands.

I see you on our first date
Engrossed in the movie
You'd already seen
Staring ahead, but looking at me.

I see you on the beach
Eating chips on the sand
Laughing loudly
With your Cheshire grin.


I see you at our wedding
Purple tie, grey suit
Squinting in the sunlight
Holding my gaze.

I see you tucked in bed
Blanket up to your chin
Arms splayed above your head

Glasses still hanging on your nose.

I see all versions of you:
Old, young
Past, present

I see you.
I see you.