Heavy
Lead in my feet
In my hands
In my head
It's vibrating
Moving slowly
I'm moving normal but I am moving normal but with the world slow
Vibrating still
With lead
As my skeleton falls out of my body from a great height
Falling
Un - t o g e t h e r
Shaking
Pins and needles
Smiling
Fingers moving
The feel of clothing and moving around the world
Tingling
Like bubbles around my every inch
As the weight of the world feels
Heavy
Every day I feel a little less
For you
I hurt a little less
For you
The gape that you left has been
Filled in
The absence of your touch
Forgotten.
The memories become a bit more blurred
I become a little stronger
A little more independent.
To think there was a time when I thought of nothing but you.
What a waste of my time.
I look at photographs of you, of your happiness and feel content... or not content, but clear.
Clear of my feelings, clear of the hurt, clear of the jealousy.
I feel clear to love myself without you
I feel indifferent towards you
A passerby on the street
A reflection in a window
A vague inkling of a moment
Oh, to be finally free.
