January 24, 2021

To think [not] of you

Every day I feel a little less

For you

I hurt a little less

For you

The gape that you left has been 

Filled in

The absence of your touch

Forgotten.


The memories become a bit more blurred

I become a little stronger

A little more independent.

To think there was a time when I thought of nothing but you.

What a waste of my time.


I look at photographs of you, of your happiness and feel content... or not content, but clear.

Clear of my feelings, clear of the hurt, clear of the jealousy.

I feel clear to love myself without you

I feel indifferent towards you

A passerby on the street

A reflection in a window

A vague inkling of a moment


Oh, to be finally free.


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